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I haven't been on tumblr much today so I haven't seen anyone talking about Joel's celestial gimmick, but honestly? Jupiter really fits for him. I can think of a lot of reasons why. 1) It's about family. Joel's whole thing this season was being as (semi)friendly with everyone this season, keeping peace and not going after everyone like he has been. Jupiter is the planet with the most moons (allies) like Joel this season. 2) The REFERENCE. Jupiter, the Roman King of the Gods, and God Joel from Empires S2? Very fun to me. 3) Jupiter has RINGS. While its not Jupiter's main thing, like Saturn, Jupiter has rings and its a nice tie-in to Joel's absolute refusal to do anything to hurt his wife and get kicked to the couch. 4) Jupiter's also the biggest planet, like Joel's car, his ego, and (not) his muscles. 5) I'm just kidding guys we all know that Joel's symbol is the car. We know its the car.
#life series#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#wild life finale#traffic smp#trafficblr#life series winners#life series winner symbols#in my heart of hearts joel torettos symbol is the car.#you can say mercury#you can say jupiter! i agree!#but deep down#we all know that its the car.
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Pause. Imagine ur apple poly hell, but it's Nightcest. Swan, Nm, Passive. it'll be obviously more wholesome. A penny for your thoughts 😘.
Hey, you already know I’m crazy about this dynamic. It’s bold to assume it’ll be more wholesome—everything depends on how Nightmare is depicted, right?
Passive might come across as naïve, but he’s still cunning enough to use manipulation when it suits him. Swan shares that trait but applies it more to keeping a low profile and avoiding conflict. Nightmare, of course, takes it all to a whole new level. Put them together, and you essentially have a snake’s den—a pit of vipers. Sure, they’d protect each other, but they’d also play mind games and might be downright ruthless about getting what they want.
I love the softness in their bond, but it’s the razor-sharp edges that really fascinate me. Each of them is like a shard of glass: Nightmare’s more like seaglass—seemingly weathered, but knowing exactly how to cut you where it hurts most.
Anyway, they should still kiss and read books. Nightmare and Swan share a smoke (while Passive grumbles about the smell). Swan, forever restless, can’t stand staying in one place. Meanwhile, Passive adores the castle but also wants to be outside constantly. Both of them are shy around Nightmare’s entourage, even if those folks have promised they’re safe to be around.
And yeah, they definitely bicker as much as the dreamcest poly does—if not more.
...and of course, there’s the whole angle of Nightmare and Swan slowly corrupting Passive.
#i really enjoy#Swan might pretend he’s not as twisted as Swad#but deep down#he’s operating on the same wavelengths—he just hates admitting it.#also theres a [redacted] angle here#those words arent in the bible i dont think i can say that here#but someone put that in my thread to chew on later thanks#headcanon discussion
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the way i treat the “bakudeku canon” movement is akin to a mother who has lost her dead son, and if she thinks about him for longer than a second then suddenly she can see his ghost and by the next morning she’s convinced he’s alive and well, only to be thrown in a whirlpool of grief again when her hand goes straight through him
#you’re laughing#horikoshi is literally edging us with bkdk canon and youre laughing#i cant entertain the prospect of ACTUAL bkdk canon and it hurts my mental health just to hear about it#but deep down#y e s#mha#bnha#mha leaks#bnha leaks#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha 406#bkdk#bakudeku#bakudeku canon
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bebop? bebop.
#they got bebop braincells#LOOK AT THEIR FACES#i loooove seeing crowley deal with aziraphale's shit#he loves it even if he's trying to remain cool#but deep down#he's like please tell me more i wanna know everything that's going on in your brain bb#pwease ily i could listen to you talking rubbish for hours uwu#🥺👉👈#good omens#gos2#ineffable husbands
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Tfw you’re watching Inspector Morse:
And realize you have the same taste in decor as the sad old alcoholic-Oxford drop out detective man:
#I’m a 24 year old woman#but deep down#on the inside#I’m truly just a sad old man#((also I watched Morse as a kid and I have no memory of that painting. I love Schiele. but now I’m wondering if it was lingering somewhere#in my unconscious memory and that influenced me to buy it))#not the stones#morseverse
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Anyway, I Knew the Whole Time because I know what words mean.
#my one hesitation was for Reasons and Allowances#but deep down#I always Knew#and I'm glad for it#swan watches chaos theory#chaos theory spoilers#jwct#the broker#I mean#there's still room for error here
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me when i remember how Colonel Young loves like a dog
#everett young#stargate universe#raine’s rants#hes all teeth and bite#but deep down#i i think he just wants to be pet#yk?#incoherent sobbing
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Me wondering if I resent femininity because is the only thing I'm allowed to express or if I genuinely hate being a woman
#I HATE BEING QUEER SOMETIMES#.txt#im about to rip my skin#off#ugh#like im not a woman#but deep down#i am#at least im never going to perceive myself as anything else#i cant#idk
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The problem with being me is that there are times when I really really would love to be comforted by the people who are closest to me, but they have their own problems and I don't want to add my stress to theirs, so I don't tell them
There's vent channels and places I could just generally talk about how I'm feeling and why, but that feels like begging for attention and any attention I got wouldn't be from people I'm closest to so it wouldn't feel the same, so I don't do that
There's headmates in my head I could talk to about it, but they already know how I'm feeling and why and the only ones who care have tried doing what they can to help and know that they can't, so I don't do that
And so I just like
Suffer in silence, pitying myself, desperate to cry for help but unwilling to let myself be heard, until finally I pull myself back to being okay and keep going like normal
#things to work on that seem more daunting than any other task I could face#the problem is I view myself as lesser than every single other person in existence that I could talk to#and therefore I'm not worthy of making my problems their problems too#I'm not worthy to bother them with my weakness#I'm meant to be strong and serve them and be their rock and keep them going no matter the cost to myself#I have to keep hope#I have to use that hope to keep others going#be a lighthouse they can go to for safety and rest#a knight that will stand for others and protect them#but deep down#I'm tired of being a lighthouse#I'm tired of being a knight#I want a rest of my own#I want to be the princess who gets loved and pampered and carried and doted on#I don't want the stress of needing to be unbreakable anymore#the cracks are all throughout my body and the only thing keeping it together is sheer force of will#but I'd like to let go#I'd like to fall apart#just for a while#put myself back together in a way that leaves me less stressed#bleh#idk I'm just saying stuff#anyway uhhh#vent#I guess#for blacklists and stuff#sorry about this
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I like writing troublemaker Finn at every stage of her life, because let’s face it, she was a handful, but I don’t like getting her into too much trouble to where it affects her ability to pursue higher education, because let’s face it, she’s smart as a whip and much too intelligent to ruin any chance at getting into the programs she needed to become a doctor (at first, just like her father) then later switching to criminology et al.
#the struggle was real#especially for her parents trying to discipline her but also let her learn how to be#julie finlay#if I write this#then I don’t have to actually be working on a fic atm#just rambling headcanons for the rest of my life#but for her#I’d do quite a lot#csi crime scene investigation#character study#I don’t envy her parental units at all#they had their hands full with her#but deep down#I don’t think they would have it any other way
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i don’t care actually, 1 paopu fruit means romantic bond 2 paopu fruits means platonic bond
#i’m just right#how could i be wrong#i mean come on hear me out#riku giving sora a single paopu fruit under the assumption that he’d want to share it romantically#with kairi#and then like#sora actually sharing TWO with kairi because they don’t wanna split up#they want to protect eachother#just like kairi said#because riku thinks sora is romantically interested in kairi#but deep down#he isn’t!#sora has comphet btw#so#kairi USED toblike sora#in my headcanons and like#she doesn’t like him like that anymore#and knows he has eyes for riku#even though sora himself doesn’t#and riku doesn’t even know sora likes him back#so like#soriku sharing a single paopu at the end of kh4#just one#to signify romantic love#but that would never be clarified but convo would b romantic.#but never actually stated#soriku#sora#riku#kingdom hearts
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Made this while hungry
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listen hobbit pussy could be mediocre (doubtful) but even if it was it's still followed by a 17 course homecooked meal and the kind of weed that would make sauron scared. lithe beautiful immortal elven pussy has no power compared to the simple, hardworking hobbit. and it goes without saying that you cannot handle dwarven pussy.
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Today is a dreaded day…
#7 august#I hate this day sm#related to a person I want to forget with my entire existence#snow’s thoughts#I hate him from the bottom of my heart.#But deep down#I do not
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yay my ray is coming home :)
also finally caught up completely on kiss bet and omg oliver is soooooo gonna work hard to get back sara lin!
YES HE WILL!!!!
#but deep down#my baby is just conflicted#he just needs a push in the right direction#[𝐘𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞?]#[+𝟏 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 -Kleo-]
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Big fan of characters who “kill” their younger selves. Characters who resent the past version of themselves for letting them get hurt, who look at that kid and feel revolted by the foreignness of it. Characters who feel they have to cut the child out of them like a tumor because it’s hurting them too much and if I don’t kill you you’ll kill me. Nearly nothing remaining of that past self but for the little connections and mannerisms they can’t kick, and when it shines through, it’s a terrible, tragic thing, because the child is still in there. It’s in there and it’s grotesque in its suffocation. But it’s there.
#also a big fan of people from their past who love them whether they’re the same person they were deep down or if there’s nothing left cough#star wars#star wars prequels#the clone wars#tcw#anakin skywalker#because obviously#arcane#arcane jinx#jinx arcane#powder arcane#arcane powder#coriolanus snow#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#hunger games#hg#tbosas#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#honestly this could be any of the Yellowjackets but especially shauna that girl gots problems#my post#blue rambles
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